| This summer is looking pretty amazing.
France first
Mexico second
Maryland third
And lots of work in between.
Only 3 more weeks too! | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| im back,
and yes i have a way bigger and nicer room
and my classes are much more tolerable
but i still feel like so much is missing.
ill just hang on until i can make this better | | comments: Leave a comment |
| it is so hard for me to get up and go on monday morning (or sunday night, whenever it may be).
i feel like one of these times i just won't go.
i will decide that i just can't go back to my little box of a room.
to sitting alone in it until i get bored and lonely enough to finally drift to sleep.
i would finally get sick of walking 20 minutes in the cold to sit in a crowded room full of other people who just don't care.
waking up to my alarm, just to decide i can't and won't get up will be a problem no more.
i will no longer have to stare at your house as i drive away,
already wishing the next weekend was upon me. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | so as of today, it is legal to have 1 oz of weed in Denver, if your over 21. thats amazing!! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| i never thought i would see the day where i would find myself sick of ramen
but oh, that day has come | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| today was such a nice day, probably one of the last, and yet i still did not go outside for more than an hour. i spent the whole day inside my tiny room watching the food channel. i feel terrible.
i have a field trip and tomorrow morning is the only time i can go... at 9 am.
i cant wait for tomorrow night when i can see you again <3 | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | i have never looked around and seen so many people, and inside felt so incerdibly alone. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| its hailing outside and here i am at home by myself looking out the window and enjoying the smell. i keep looking around at things that have become so familiar to me, thinking how soon nothing will be.
the closer and closer it gets the more i have to be honest and say im not as excited as i thought i would be. i guess im just scared ill be forgotten, when im not right there, and that the effort wont be worth it after a while.
please dont forget.
just so you know i never will, and you will always be worth it, and i love you too.
....and this is for you too laura. and yes my dear i love you as well, and although we wont be "footsteps away" anymore, its just hours and your worth every mile on the road. hehe | | comments: Leave a comment |
| just got back from the worst trip ever, and i thought it would be good to get away but i came back to the same problems, they just seemed more apparent.
i miss liesel, but i still make no effort to go there.
i wish we could all be friends again, i want that back SO bad.
atmospheres so soon and i cant wait to go, i just hope it wont be too akward
i just feel like shit | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 06:46 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/flirt.gif) i dunno... |
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| i never have anything to say anymore, so its been a while.
things are just so good right now,
i cant really complain like i usually do
haha
<3 | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | atmosphere | | Time: | 07:26 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/sick.gif) sick |
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| this morning was the best start to a hopefully good year.
im still recovering from last night, however. | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| i miss you so much,
and im so sorry
about what happened last time we were supposed to see you.
i bet you hate us,
but we love you
and are going to go there soon,
for real this time.
<3 | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | im sitting in school, just finished my only final, and i feel so relieved. about everything to, not just school. its so good to know where you're at i guess! i love that we are all so fucking happy too. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 05:55 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/happy.gif) mellow |
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| | last night was so funny, thanks to all the high kids around me! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | tracy smitten on the phone | | Time: | 10:18 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/silly.gif) giddy |
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| thank you to tracy, laura, carrie, billy, and adam for a fucking awesome birthday! you guys are the best, and adam thanks for the cake!
18 doesnt feel any different, even tho it never does, but i guess with our plans tomorrow it will.
im so happy right now! | | comments: 13 comments or Leave a comment |
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