Call Me A Safe Bet....

brightblack @ 2006-04-20T10:29:00

2006-04-20T16:31:06Z

This summer is looking pretty amazing.
France first
Mexico second
Maryland third
And lots of work in between.
Only 3 more weeks too!

brightblack @ 2006-01-17T20:21:00

2006-01-18T03:22:44Z

im back,
and yes i have a way bigger and nicer room
and my classes are much more tolerable
but i still feel like so much is missing.
ill just hang on until i can make this better

brightblack @ 2005-12-05T22:06:00

2005-12-06T05:18:55Z

it is so hard for me to get up and go on monday morning (or sunday night, whenever it may be).
i feel like one of these times i just won't go.
i will decide that i just can't go back to my little box of a room.
to sitting alone in it until i get bored and lonely enough to finally drift to sleep.
i would finally get sick of walking 20 minutes in the cold to sit in a crowded room full of other people who just don't care.
waking up to my alarm, just to decide i can't and won't get up will be a problem no more.
i will no longer have to stare at your house as i drive away,
already wishing the next weekend was upon me.

brightblack @ 2005-11-02T13:44:00

2005-11-02T21:35:32Z

so as of today, it is legal to have 1 oz of weed in Denver, if your over 21. thats amazing!!

hungry.....

2005-10-19T01:45:55Z

i never thought i would see the day where i would find myself sick of ramen
but oh, that day has come

its a beautiful friday night and im not going out

2005-10-15T01:55:31Z

today was such a nice day, probably one of the last, and yet i still did not go outside for more than an hour. i spent the whole day inside my tiny room watching the food channel. i feel terrible.
i have a field trip and tomorrow morning is the only time i can go... at 9 am.
i cant wait for tomorrow night when i can see you again <3

brightblack @ 2005-08-29T18:42:00

2005-08-30T00:43:16Z

i have never looked around and seen so many people, and inside felt so incerdibly alone.

brightblack @ 2005-08-03T17:50:00

2005-08-04T00:16:16Z

its hailing outside and here i am at home by myself looking out the window and enjoying the smell. i keep looking around at things that have become so familiar to me, thinking how soon nothing will be.

the closer and closer it gets the more i have to be honest and say im not as excited as i thought i would be. i guess im just scared ill be forgotten, when im not right there, and that the effort wont be worth it after a while.
please dont forget.
just so you know i never will, and you will always be worth it, and i love you too.

....and this is for you too laura. and yes my dear i love you as well, and although we wont be "footsteps away" anymore, its just hours and your worth every mile on the road. hehe

brightblack @ 2005-04-19T23:41:00

2005-04-20T05:41:29Z

i can honestly say ive never looked this bad.
i cried.

brightblack @ 2005-04-18T21:18:00

2005-04-19T03:28:02Z

just got back from the worst trip ever, and i thought it would be good to get away but i came back to the same problems, they just seemed more apparent.
i miss liesel, but i still make no effort to go there.
i wish we could all be friends again, i want that back SO bad.
atmospheres so soon and i cant wait to go, i just hope it wont be too akward
i just feel like shit

brightblack @ 2005-04-11T20:22:00

2005-04-12T02:22:54Z

hmm... do my project or something dumb....

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050411221952-333291

okay

brightblack @ 2005-02-06T22:30:00

2005-02-07T05:30:30Z

this is the price you pay for loss of control

brightblack @ 2005-02-02T19:35:00

2005-02-03T02:39:07Z

you and i should get away for a while
i just wanna be alone with your smile...

brightblack @ 2005-01-18T18:46:00

2005-01-19T01:54:48Z

i never have anything to say anymore, so its been a while.

things are just so good right now,
i cant really complain like i usually do
haha

<3

brightblack @ 2005-01-01T19:26:00

2005-01-02T02:28:27Z

this morning was the best start to a hopefully good year.
im still recovering from last night, however.

to my swiss baby in evergreen....

2004-12-21T20:32:27Z

i miss you so much,
and im so sorry
about what happened last time we were supposed to see you.
i bet you hate us,
but we love you
and are going to go there soon,
for real this time.
<3

ill call it The Roundabout

2004-12-14T21:08:15Z

im sitting in school, just finished my only final, and i feel so relieved. about everything to, not just school. its so good to know where you're at i guess! i love that we are all so fucking happy too.

brightblack @ 2004-12-05T17:55:00

2004-12-06T00:58:57Z

last night was so funny, thanks to all the high kids around me!

hahahaha

2004-12-02T17:20:55Z


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brightblack @ 2004-11-28T22:18:00

2004-11-29T05:25:10Z

thank you to tracy, laura, carrie, billy, and adam for a fucking awesome birthday! you guys are the best, and adam thanks for the cake!

18 doesnt feel any different, even tho it never does, but i guess with our plans tomorrow it will.

im so happy right now!

brightblack @ 2004-11-21T17:22:00

2004-11-22T00:23:18Z

this weekend was one of the best ive had in so fucking long, thanks laura for the "emo heaven" hahaha. snow usually ruins the fun but it really didnt. it only prevented me from smoking out of the halloween bong last night, you know i didnt wanna be all sketched out on the way home, it was far and icy. so im gonna now post on my other journal for a bit, if anyone wants it, its losttomorrow .

brightblack @ 2004-11-14T13:09:00

2004-11-14T20:16:27Z

the play is over now, and im so relieved. not that i didnt like it, and im sure ill miss having something to do after school, but it was stressing.

i didnt get trashed this weekend, and that feels so good!

i went to the after cast party at masons house and it was fun, until they whipped out fucking Halo 2. that ruins any party i have to say.

today im cleaning my room, and those of you who have seen it you should be glad!

have a great snowy sunday everyone!

brightblack @ 2004-10-31T13:01:00

2004-10-31T20:14:35Z

ive been dazed all weekend. i mean i feel like i have been sleep walking, not really awake. like when you are coming down, and its so weird, i cant snap out of it.

just another blurred weekend that im so sick of

brightblack @ 2004-09-17T15:36:00

2004-09-17T21:39:27Z

today was beautiful
so sunny and the grass so green
everything was so vibrant
i love days like today
im in such a good mood

brightblack @ 2004-09-15T20:00:00

2004-09-16T03:01:21Z

i fucking hate my sister, thats all i have to say tonight